I am no Cindrala

Love is to hold hand and walk In rain giving a damn 2 d world staring

Love is not when things happen perfectly but its when U work out things perfectly 

Love is when U have time for a cup of coffee in D couch even if U work 24 hours a day 

Love is when U can listen 2 all D crap stories even when U dont understand a word 

Love is being perfect D way he wants U 2 be ... 

It is 2 fight understating D fact that things would not be perfect 

Love is when U avoid questions becoz U doesn't want him 2 Lie 

For Me Love was U but now only D memories :)

If U were not sure of starting a Life then even I doubt whether You really loved me ??? Was it all because U were All alone and was heart broken .. For me D day I said "I do Love" standing near the hostel window over phone , I had started living with U :) But from that Day U started going far ... Not Your mistake ... Its because I never Loved U D way U wanted me 2 Love ............

Perfect love stories never has a beautiful end and I am no Cindrala !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Relationships

Some stay with us making us realize that there was always a "Past " which made our "present" so beautiful ..

Some just slips away giving us memories which keeps running in our mind as our favorite movies  ....


And then we try hard to forget some but bounce back with much stronger images and they becomes a part of our life which would have taught us gud lessons in life.......


All of them are important for us since they are all the onez who made us what we are now .......


But then you are the one who brings out the best in me and I can say this is the bestest relationship which I ever had with any1 .. there are a million memories & I knw that there are more to come :) 

A Letter to Ganesha :)

Ganesha or Ganapathy

You are the one who answers my prayers alwayz and makes me fell super cool :) Remember the time when I came with a coconut and tried breaking it for about 3 times in your temple .. That namboori said always i broke in a different angle and it was a bad omen and finally decided not to break anymore coconuts from then .... 

School days were terrible because it was difficult to make it to my friends standard.... every1 were too gud in studies ... But I asked for a decent 550 and you gave me what I asked for ... 

The next time when I flunked in Math during +2 I asked you to make my report card in green and not red so that my Dad will not be embarrassed to collect it from my principal and instead he can get it from my class teacher who was sweet and you did that so easily .. I use to wonder how my class teacher missed to mark my report card that day. All my friends got a red report card and it made a Deepawali week in their home and me enjoying listening to their stories every day ..... 


How can I miss this ... To get ma sis married to her love :) 

The next was to get a Job before I completed my Degree for bla bla bla and even you did that for me and was able to give the best birthday gift to my mom ! 

Then to get admission in a Gud college for MBA and even that you did ........   

Then wanted Jaggu to get placed and that happened and Now I am working in a platform which I loved to work !!!!!!!!!!!

Now Ganesh since you have done almost everything I asked for.. I love you and your Family !! Was a little mad and had broken my promise which I had given You when I got a 550 for sslc but Will be Good from now ON :) :) :) Be with all of us :) :) 

Short Film !!!!!!!!! Flash Back

Aksha got up from her bed and saw that she was late for her office !!!!! Finally dressed and rushed into the first bus and got settled in the seat and turned on her  mini- stereo (mobile) got into the music world. She just wanted to get distracted and hence was not particular about the song and hence the old track from Taal - nahin saamne .. though it was not the right time to listen to such kind of a track being lazy to open the cover and change the track she ended up listening to the same .. She fell asleep and dreams started flashing in .. His name was Druv and was walking towards her and he wanted to tell something very important .. wearing a blue jeans and a white t-shirt with a half done smile .. and to add a little more spice it was drizzling !!! Aksha sat there watching him and he came took her hand and said now I am not gonna leave you alone just be mine !!! tears rolled out from her eyes and the silence spoke it all.. he kissed on her forehead and they walked along the rain .... suddenly she got up listening to the conductor screaming on her ears and understood the fact that she has reached her destination1 and pulling herself away from the dream she got into the second bus to reach her final destination.. here Aksha called Druv to explain the dream which actually had made her day but instead of that she said all the nonsense which was running through her mind .. She knew that he was not doing good and he has his own priorities but she wanted to hold him back by sandwiching him in her own world .. She knew that she was not doing any good to him ... at times silence and time is what the other end needs and hence she gave a pause and went into the dark cloud where he could never reach her !!!!!!!!

Clouds and Life

Shapeless but beautiful
Cluttered but unique
Uncertain but thrilling

I always feel that clouds are like us who try to cover up things and makes the world get confused over what they really are ...

A U turn again :)

Now this is a big jump which I have taken in my life. Being in a world which is easy and simple is what as a gal from Kerala I should think about .... but for me again it was giving a try to attach wings into ma dreams :)

Came back with a baggage full of hope n anxiety .... First day in office and as usual I HAVE TO BE LATE .. but this time there was a twist in the story .. no1 is there and the door was closed .. called up ma boss (I had  a doubt whether they have shut it down becoz . I am the queen of uncertainties and there has to be some problem if I am there around ) .. he said he wil be there in 10 min and I started waiting .. went down bought two books and finally one of ma college came to open d door :) The smallest office which I have worked ever in my life :) But it was cute and nice :) there was a stereo in one side and even speakers connected which made me feel like my CUP OF COFFEE :) Lets c what happens :)