2010 :) :( :"(

It was a year of mixed emotions....


As always started the year with Mom n Dad but in a completely different style ;) 


On 10th to Pollachi & from there on it was full ON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Many of my dreams came true and many were shattered. I celebrated my Birthday alone in one restaurant thinking how poor I am with no-one around. In the beginning there was always a hidden smile though we had to face a lot of problems. Now in the year end I stand alone with lot  of memories wrapped up & a fake smile making me & others believe thats things are gonna be alright soon!!!! 
I wish if you could hear my heart , I wish if I could start the year with my Mom and Dad as always, I wish if I could carry Kunjaami in my hands, I wish if I could talk & talk with my eachi & friends all night long !!!!!!!!
But time doesn't  always give us all of them so that we can miss them and we understand how deeply we love them all... This new year I am gonna start alone but I only wish I am never alone from now on ... I am gonna end this 2010 crying aloud enough so that tears doesn't dare to come into my life :)  
Missing You All Terribly :( 

Today Is My Best Friends Bday :) Love You Dori

Its ma Bestest frnds bday n as alwayz i 4got 2 wish her ;)


I have read it some where that Being a frnd means mastering the art of timing :)

There is time of silence , a time to let go & allow plp to hurl themselves into their own destiny, & a time to prepare 2 pick up d pieces when its over..♥ u had the perfect timing in ma life ♥ still cant 4get d way we fought...


We started sharing the same room in the first year of college :) Both were equally stupid ..


Though we fight for stupid reason she completely understand my silence and tries to reach me by here idiotic advices .. 

Everything happens becoz ur life has 2 be perfect in d near future :)

Smile @ your tears 

Laugh @ the most confusing thoughts 

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& keep saying yes yes its gonna be alright :)

I MISS U :(  

Complete Mismatch

I am just another girl who cant stop crying when things go wrong and who cant stop laughing loudly even if you say slowly when things around me look funny :) 


I might fail terribly in explaining to you what I  exactly feel but I will never stop trying because I hope sometime in future you will understand me the way you use to in the beginning.   


It is OK when people don't understand me but its really painful when people who use to understand say they don't understand me anymore :(

The Long Drive

Those were the most memorable days of my life. There were no questions and no answers only silence.

We always enjoyed the nervousness and was completely blank.Time was making us closer for no reason . Dissimilarities were the only thing common btw us. A lot of meetings which I ended up saying "this is our last hang out"  bounced back with a longer hang out the very next day. You only use to speak about cars and bikes I use to wonder how can a person be so robotic in nature.

Now I say :::The only wish I have is I want that time back when we were ourself and there was no name for our relationship. Now we are engaged and people say you are my would be!!! but I would love to share my life with you as that long drive guy who calls me stupid darling .. I LOVE YOU MY MACHINE MAN !!!!!!!!!!!! 

Mystery Of Life

Being with someone who is a complete Mystery is called falling in Love :)